love outgrown

i thought this ones different, i thought everything will be fine on us. or on me, actually.

i've been thinking about this lately..

what if i became too dependent on someone that i dont even trust myself anymore?

what if i cant even give myself time to think and do things alone on my own, thinking that i would lost my time with someone that i love so much?

what if i dont wanna stay forever?

what if my love actually outgrown?

selfish of me just to think i could hurting my lover only to be okay on my own.